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Right Now I’m Standing

Poet Jason Allen-Paisant reads his poem 'Right Now I’m Standing'. Set in a woodland in the shadow of a plantation house, the film brings into focus Allen-Paisant’s reflections on Blackness and landscape. It's part of our series of poetry films in collaboration with the Adrian Brinkerhoff Poetry Foundation. The film is directed by Rob Akin.
8th May 2025

 

Right Now I’m Standing

by Jason Allen-Paisant

 

beneath what used to be
I imagine an impressive tree
Split down its bole it
has sprouted green leaves that will be rustling
way into September
At its base lying athwart the clearing
is the severed part

The colour of brown has weathered to near-grey
and the footfall of walkers has covered
the wood with a layer of dust & yet
the part that has fallen among the spikenard
and hungry shrubs surges out of death

The raspberries feed on its breath
and beetles thrive in the slurry middle
where the bole rots

Listen there is nothing as exhilarating
as the feeling of life coming into you

Though people
look suspiciously
stand and listen do not go anywhere

we have been the workers
just the workers

In the Congo one man had a land
almost eighty times
the size of Belgium as his estate

We have been property

When I talk about reclaiming time
I’m just thinking about my body
standing in the middle of this woodland
and
doing nothing nothing

 

 

Right Now I’m Standing
from Thinking with Trees by Jason Allen-Paisant
Reproduced with permission © Jason Allen-Paisant

Jason Allen-Paisant

Jason Allen-Paisant

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